Feb 5^th.  How can I not remember?  How many times I drove pass by, and I was always searching and wondering around.  Am I looking for miracle?  Maybe.

Father I always miss you.  Can you hear my calling?  Deep, deep down from my heart, it’s your draught’s calling… How many nights, I see you in my dream and the happy family together again.  I can feel that you are always here around me.  And now, besides you, I have a heavenly father who will love me and lead me to the right path.

Moon goes around the earth while the earth goes around the sun.  Time is running neither fast or slow.  Water’s rushing to the sea.  Everything is by it’s own, but everything together to make a perfect world.  We dream…… but we can’t live in the dream.  Yes, we are on earth, somewhere between hell and heaven.  It’s easier to get to hell then heaven, like it’s easier to get to down stairs then up stairs.  To climb up, we must work hard and use strength.  We all know the true but sometimes just not willing to work on it.  It needs discipline and courage.HHhhijoiuijifjddf

God has mercy on me.  He answered my pray.  The more I love, the more I care, the more I get hurt.  So God sent me an angle.  She showed me the true and the way to exit out.  Like somebody said, “Whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.”  I know it’s a right decision, but as a human being, I’ve done so many things to against God’s will.  Lord, please forgive me.  And… all I see…it’s your love.  You wants me to be a better person, and I’ll be a better person.  You wants to show me the true, and I’ll see the true.  You are into my heart and gives me peace and love.  Only you know what’s the best for me.

God had sent them to me.  There must be a reason.  He wants to show me how to love and be loved.  Then God made me to be my own again to show me how to be strong and work hard instead of having a better life.  Besides God, who else can I trust?  He’s the only one who always cares about me and loves me.  With fortune and unfortune, either way I should feel appreciate.  Happiness is the rainbow and stars in my life, and sadness becomes the strong supporter.  Nothing can be stopped and changed back, and...... my heart will move on.